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| Machine Half of my life ago I stood at a crossroads in my moral identity, faced with the task to disconnect my wife from technology. Her existence; left in limbo at the hands of a device that supported her life and pumped her heart. She became an inhuman being, infused with the artificial ability to live as a half woman-half machine. So despite the gaze of hope under the glaze over her eyes, I pulled the plug anyway. And for the rest of my life until my elderly years, I buried my guilt… …until my guilt buried me. And as I grew into my seniority my guilt grew just as quickly, from the stress of suffering to a tiny tumor of malignancy. Slowly it spread and crept into my internal organs, as they failed and buckled under the weight of my worry. It was then when I realized that I was destined to be chained to the same machinery of inhumanity but by a different deed of death’s design. Wires replaced my veins and met with a mechanical heart. My tracheal tube led to lungs of plastic bags hanging by my bedside. And in technological evisceration my organs lay all around me as contraptions of artificial intelligence. Unable to move; unable to speak. Dead to the world I lay, buried alive in my own body; a living casket of flesh in which to serve my life sentence for the killing of my wife. Buried by pride; buried by technology; buried by the machinery of guilt. © Justin N. Abraham 2007 |
| "O mighty-armed one, all the planets with their demigods are disturbed at seeing Your great form, with its many faces, eyes, arms, thighs, legs, and bellies and Your many terrible teeth; and as they are disturbed, so am I." -The Bhagavad Gita , 11.23 Shiva In the beginning, long before there existed male and female, Human Beings were one; androgynously perfect bodies of asexuality that were once in harmony with themselves and with the Earth itself. They were the absolute balance of life in their passive-aggressiveness, needing nothing other than themselves to complete their circle. But throughout the passing eons of evolution, there came a change; a shift in the balance of Mother Nature that would spell chaos for the perfection of human life. And just as the Earth divided itself into opposite ends of polarity, so came the introduction to the human body of hormonal differences. So they were split into opposites, cloven apart by the polarity of Mother Earth in a grim metamorphic mutation of their ambiguous body parts. Reproductive organs enlarged in size and others reversed into inversions, as protrusions in anatomical structures distinguished one from the other in the assignment of fathers and mothers. Hormonal differences in behavior created a cause for constant conflict in a battle of the sexes; a battle of brains versus brutality, where men became physically dominant and women mastered the art of mental manipulation. And in their failed attempts to re-unite in the intercourse of sexual anatomies, it became apparent to them the only method possible to reverse their disharmony. They physically mutilated themselves in the surgical reunification of one body as part of the other. Legs and arms were chopped off and re-attached to form one walking being. Internal organs were extracted and placed side by side in torsos to create one. Sexual anatomies shared the same body in a manifestation of man-made hermaphrodites. And thus was their creation; a super breed of human beings endowed with the abilities of two sexes and four arms, surgically designed to destroy the Mother Earth that separated human life into disillusioned disharmony. Woe to the natural Earth that shall perish in the wrath of Shiva the Ardhanari, the destroyer of worlds. © Justin N. Abraham 2007 |
| Cutter (part 1-Werewolfe) Some called it a disorder; a pleasure from his own pressures that were released from himself by slicing open his skin with blades. But despite the surges of euphoria he felt when his blood flowed forth, no one knew the origin of such desires. Such dark desires, that began from a birth condition of a rare and uncommon brain disorder; an abnormal accumulation of cerebrospinal fluid that hydrated his head too heavily and into a hydrocephalic state of instability. And without his knowledge, his brain, surrounded by water, would soon fall prey to the pull of a full moon. And by the moon’s magnetism, the waters of the world were pulled in the rise of the Earth’s tides. In the oceans and the seas; in the lakes and in the streams; and in the brains of human beings. And as his excess fluids rose, his mind was thrown out of his control. So for one night of madness, he would take on the nature of a beast. His senses became numb to pain as hairs on his skin stood up on end and his pupils fully dilated. He ran stark naked through the night, screaming at the face of the full moon and terrorizing the townspeople with random acts of violence. He beat people with his bare hands in the middle of the street, as he tore their flesh apart with his fingernails. Cars were vandalized and set on fire. Glass window panes were punched out and pulverized by his fists. Everywhere he went, destruction followed, and everyone whose path he crossed fell victim to his recklessness. An inexplicable insanity; bipolar behavior of the brain had never before been seen to this extent. And despite his emotional alienation from the rest of the world, he had no idea what he was about to become from the night’s antics in the mornings after. © Justin N. Abraham 2007 |
| Cutter (part 2-Vampyre) Some called it a disorder; an exhaustive state from being awake for too long during the hours of the night for the body to fully function at daylight. And despite his desire to arise when the sun shined at its brightest, he knew not of the origin of such inability. Such a debilitating handicap, that stemmed from his nights of unrest and into an all-too-common bodily condition; a deficiency of iron in the blood that wore on his body too great and into the unnatural state of hypersomnia. And without his knowledge, his body, pale from un-light, would soon fall prey to the shining of the noon sun. And at the height of the sun’s ascent, the life-forms of the world were saturated by the bright white of the light. The birds in the wind; the cells of the plants within; the pale frailness of his skin. And from its lack of pigment his skin was scalded by the scorching sun. So in fear of destroying its body, his nocturnal bestial nature attacked him from within. His fingernails were traded for razors as he sliced open his thin skin in an attempt to bleed the weaker being of himself. He closed himself off from the rest if the world in the privacy of his own home, inflicting injury upon himself as opposite forces fought against each other. Arms and legs were slashed with blades by the aggressive beast of night, with a vengeance against he who burned his body by the daylight. Blood ran wild from the wounds and down his limbs, of which he licked up and swallowed to keep what strength he had. Every day that passed, depression followed, as everyone else only saw him as a victim of his own insanity. A self-destructive disposition; the development of conflicting physiologies, both born from a birth condition of which he had no control. The stories of an age-old war between werewolves and vampires; a mythology derived from misinterpreting the life of a cutter. © Justin N. Abraham 2007 |